8:28 pm Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Just any ordinary day today... Felt sick and tired of everything all of a sudden... Just felt like time is going to stop forever at the moment...
Was just thinking why do everything that seemed so good change overnight... I rather we go back to the time we were all younger... 'Innocent'... Fun and with no worries... Why do everything have to change as we grow??? Thinking why people are able to laugh their own humiliation... Is it a kind of fear that they want to conceal, or it was that they wabt to hold back their tears, that's why they started to laugh at their own jokes???
Don't feel like carrying on anymore... Felt as though i'm in a marathon... Been running for a long long time... That sense of fatigue is showing... Felt like lying on the ground forever and not getting up anymore... Through this 'marathon', I found out lots of 'qualities' of others... Backstabbing, hypocrites, suckers, bitches, bastards and...
Felt like having a long long break.... But it would be quite impossible now... The 'O's are coming soon... Turning into a nocturnal animal soon.... Really wish that all will soon be gone....
Labels: EMO....