10:14 am Sunday, January 28, 2007
Went tuition yesterday... One of my friends are quitting... Next week will be her last lesson
with us... How sad... She's always the one whom we laugh and gossip with...
Was having both maths and physics lessons yesterday... Tutor was teaching differentiation...
In the whole group of 5 girls, only I have not study it yet... So the tutor actually kindly
re-teach the whole basics in which that all the other girls had learnt... Well, basic courtesy is
that if you know what is happening then shut up, open your mouth only if you can't
understand because there's someone who don't know what it's about... However, apparently
this girl, I shall name her D, don't know this point... I was listening damn hard to grasp the concepts the tutor was teaching, copying everything he was writing on the board, but D was there, keep annoying us, especially me, that she already knew this and that and lalala...
Another thing... The tutor was teaching us how to use the long method before teaching us
the short cut ( this is his usual style of teaching)... So I actually copied the long method...
When she saw my notebook ( she happened to sit next to me...), she was like exclaiming so loudly as if she saw an alien i my book... Then giving comments like why do so long, so short
cut what, and others lalalas... Then more comments came... Like, your school teach so slow,
My school already taught this and that and other lalalas... Was really fuming mad and almost cried but held back my tears when I heard all these... As in I don't think that she can actually
felt the stress on me, since it's like I'm the only one who haven't studied this...
Was reading Falling Leaves, a more detailed version of Chinese Cinderella, late last night,
just before i slept... Well, was reading this part in which that the author actually narrates
how she was humiliated in front of her friends by her step-mother... Perhaps I felt angry
that why she would not talk back but just stood there, humiliated by her step mum; or
maybe I'm thinking what was the step mum thinking when she was scolding the author,
who was just barely 10 years old then... Maybe I'd read some books of this genre, that's why
i tends to think more...
Well, I think thats all for now... Really pissed off by D!!!